不要迷惑你自己
点一根烟 随意跳舞吧
前进要慢 后退要慢
旋转之时也要慢
搂住影子就有舞伴
——《随意跳舞吧》
Many things have disappeared here. Now it turn out to be a diary of my own, while still having another to go. It was on me, anyway, like every other time. Being so rude, so selfish, and super stupid, I never know how I could probably cherish those god-made moments for me.
Complaints, complaints lead to pandemonium, result in disagreement, and end up with self-discipline. With all that I keep in mind, never ever would I set free my damn little soul. Loneliness, together with those ruthless torture, comes at the same time and the same part of my dream. How I wish I could talk, I would be capable of sharing what I see at night and what I'm taking care of in the splendid path which leads to nowhere.
It was a dark passage that led to nowhere, then to nowhere, then again to nowhere, once again to nowhere, always and forever to nowhere, heavy on the elbows in the earth to nowhere, dark, never any end to nowhere, hung on all time always to unknowing nowhere, this time and again for always to nowhere, now not to be borne once again always and to nowhere, now beyond all bearing up, up ,up and into nowhere.